This is it

This isn't Michael Jackson's movie, but this is it for me. The last day at work. Last night was kinda awkward for me because for some reason, I am absent minded. I don't know what's going on. Maybe I am just excited to finished the night and wanting to be on the next day. I don't blame myself of the luxurious that I choose. This isn't something that you can't repeat in your life. Because every kid that you have will have different stories. First born child is very much interesting, not that second to last kid isn't. Like I said every kid will have different experiences. As this is my first time to be a mother, and I want to make sure that I have given the attention, care and love to my child as what my mother did for me? I will take risk and never exchange this feelings for anything else. I want to make sure the my child will be taken care off just like me when I was a little.

And as for work? I might have difficulty to look for another one in the future or not. Because of the down crisis of economy. I will not regret this decision and will cherish the moments I have with my child. And I can't wait to just hang out with my son 24/7.