Budget?

well, i just want to share.. hmm. I'm not sad but I'm not happy. So soon I will be receiving my 15 days salary. For your knowledge, both my mom and dad has no more sources of income and so, I carry all the obligation to settle the bills such as electricity, water and tuition of my younger bro. also, i am expected to give something for our daily needs. In short, I don't have any chance to buy something for myself. It's okay though..at least, I was able to help my parents and we're happy.
I can't deny though that something inside me makes me feel that I'm not satisfied. Maybe because I work so hard, i work overtime but I don't see anything for myself..i think I should treat myself sometimes, right? I mean, you know, new stuff to motivate you to work more.. do you get what i mean? hmm.ooOOooh. I know this is just temporary.. hope so.